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Tuesday, November 8, 2011 | 9:47 PM | 0 comments
Margarita Alberto Recto Reyes
So, eto yung dahilan kung bakit ko natanung yung middle initial mo. I wanted to blog about you and, well, explain a lot of things.
For starters, you've been my schoolmate since elem and I never really got the chance to get close to you. Kasama ka sa mga PG's nung grade 6 diba? Well, yeah, may circumstances din yun kaya nabuo kayo. You know what happened then, no need to get detailed about it. :3
first year, second year, hindi kita nakakausap eh. Nakakausap naman pero hanggang Hi, Hello lang. Ewan ko kung bakit hindi kita magawang maging kaclose sa kaFC-han kong 'to. :)) Pero, I really did want to be friends with you. :)
Nung third year, dun kita talaga naging friend. That was when we had the robotics seminar. That oh-so-boring-wala-naman-kaming-ginagawa-kundi-makinig thing. :3 Hindi naman sa close pero, we did officially became friends that day. Nagkasundo pa nga tayo kay Kuya J nun eh, hahaha. Ang gwapo at talino kasi talaga. :"> Naalala mo yung picture niyo na stolen? So epic. :)))
This year, hindi na ulit tayo nag-usap. Then things happened. And, well, eto na yung moment of truth. O: mahaba-habang explanation 'to, prepare yourself. >,<
Pinagselosan kita kay Ranie. Not the insecure type, yung parang I-wish-I-could-be-as-close-to-him-as-you-are feeling. Naiinggit ako sa closeness niyo. Hindi ko naman siya pinapalayo sayo kasi alam kong best friend ka niya at may chance na masira ko friendship niyo, pero nahihirapan din naman ako pag nalapit siya sayo. Labo ko 'no? Ewan ko, di ko rin maintindihan sarili ko eh. :/ Personality complex, huwew. And please, don't get me wrong, never kitang tinitigan ng masama. O: Ganun lang talaga ko magstare kapag super relaxed yung face ko. Hindi naman ako nagalit sayo eh, not once. You're a very kind person, walang halong bola or kaplastikan. I'm sorry kung naging makitid utak ko sainyo ni Ranie. I'm really sorry. :(
I don't know if naexplain na sayo ni Ranie, pero, I'll explain it again. Just in case lang. Yung sa blog mo, I swear, nadaanan ko lang talaga siya. I was looking for someone's blog, and madami akong nakitang blogs, hindi lang yung sayo. I read the first entries of every blog that I found kasi nga may hinahanap ako. Then I happened to see your entry about him. Let me explain that in a another paragraph.
I wanted to be friends with him again and to tell you honestly, I didn't know what to do kasi you were involved again. I cared kasi, ayokong isipin mo na galit nanaman ako sayo. Ayokong isipin mo na binabalikan ko siya and that I'm taking your happiness ayaw. Ayokong isipin mo na nakikisawsaw nanaman ako sa buhay mo or what. So, ayun, I sought advice from six different people namely Michelle, Angel, Jeje, Quiel, Takuya and Lance. Tinanung ko if it was really the right thing to do for me to be friends with him again kasi, yun nga, involved ka nanaman. I had no right to tell, I know. Pero,
Going back, I really wanted to apologize, personally even. Pero, nahihiya talaga ko sayo kasi natatakot ako sa pwede mong sabihin. Na baka galit ka na sakin ng sobra. Hindi ko naman sinasadyang makadagdag ng problema buhay mo eh.. Sorry kung ako yung dahilan kung bakit ka naging problemado tungkol sakanya. Sorry kung mas naging complicated pa buhay mo dahil dun kesa sa mapadali. I really meant no harm, I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. I'm really, truly sorry for doing something so stupid.
I hope that somewhere between this misunderstanding and argument, I might be able to find a long lost friend.
