malapit na.
It's already March 2 and 4 days more, we'll be going to EK to celebrate my birthday. :)
I almost cried yesterday.. I felt so guilty to those people whom I've invited since most of them are not eating just to have some money so that they could come and celebrate with me. :( I almost canceled it but they still wanted to go, saying that it was alright and the celebration's just a few days away. I also felt ashamed since they'll spend a few hours of their life for that stupid celebration instead of just spending it to do their projects since it's our cramming week. But still, they wanted to go..
Worst thing that happened today?
I got really pissed of with my guy best friend yesterday and now i'm avoiding him. He teased "Oh ano? Galit ka na naman?!" then i just stared at him and said "Lagi naman." then he walked out. UGH!
That dismissal, once again, one of my invited friends declined to go since her projects aren't done yet and one part of my (ex) best friend's group knew that i'd be throwing a party since this girl that declined asked her "pupunta ka sa EK?". And then what? They'll gossip about me being bitter? FUCK them. Not only her, but another girl that i didn't invite but is (just) a friend of mine. SHIT. I had to make pretty lame excuses like : "Kulang kasi sa budget e. Sorry.", "Sorry hindi kita mainvite kasi alam kong pag ininvite kita, dadami lang kasi malalaman nila _____. Sensya na tlga."
This is the conversation after that.
Them : "Parang ang dami mong oras sa projects mo a?"
Me : "Kaya naman e."
Them : "Wag mo ng ituloy, sayang lang sa oras. Magsasayang lang sila ng oras dun!"
And right there, i really got offended.. Maybe I should just cancel it. Maybe IT IS just a waste of time for them.. Siguro hindi nalang dapat ako ipinanganak para walang birthday, birthday.
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