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Saturday, November 28, 2009 | 6:15 PM |
0 comments We had our report cards today .. And i'm not satisfied at all. 7 points have been lost in algebra and drafting.. And the rest? They decreased as well. And the bad thing about it is that my father and mother didn't tell me to be "better next time.", no. They even told me how much i've decreased in specific subject.. You know the feeling that they're implying things like "You can never do better no matter what you do since you distract yourself with that computer." It's hard for me to be better since myself esteem gets lower and lower everytime they imply i can't do anything good, better.. I don't know what to do and how to make them proud when all they do is nag me about my failing grades..
The reason for this failing grades is not because of distractions, really. It's with me having a hard time with my brain cooperating with what i want to do. For example, when we have a quiz. I studied before and after i get the paper. But when the paper's in front me, this phrase always pops-out in my mind : "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?". Not because i didn't learn anything, but because i get mental block or i FORGET everything i've studied and i dont' have any clue why. How will i be able to deal with this.. damn. all i can do now is do my very best this third grading..
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